It has been a while since I have revisited my journal/memoir/whatever that I call ‘The Mountain’. Honestly, a lot has been on my mind, which I am sure has been the case for everyone else as well. The issue is that I have kept all those in my head for too long, where before I would be sharing these out to people, at least on Kindle Vella.
Which died.
Then I tried Radish.
That died too.
I did Ream too, but I was burnt out on having so many platforms. So I forced myself to limit to the Metaverse (Facebook, Instagram, Threads) and here.
But I still felt overwhelmed.
So I kinda just didn’t write my thoughts. Which also meant I didn’t write much at all. Last year year sucked in terms of me writing, whether my climb up The Mountain or my fictional horror smut. Which was unfortunate, because once again, my head filling up with too much shit and no where to release it. I didn’t feel comfortable expressing myself while working in a company that…well as more time went by, clearly did not mesh while with me.
People like to think that art comes from pain and pressure, from tribulations and stress.
Lemme tell you this: I never want to create when I am admist tribulations. I am stifled when I am in a position of vulnerability and instability. Being without a job in THIS economy, when I am also the breadwinner and have a child…well…
That was very fucking boiling pot awful.
So I didn’t write and all my thoughts has no where to go but fester.
Now that things are finally settled job wise and the new year has began with major shit storms that are combining into one SUPER MEGA SHIT STORM WHAT THE HELL— I have decided to write about things again.
The past, plans for the future, rants and rambles about whatever I want and how I come to those inane conclusions, all that jazz.
I will also be posting older episodes that I have in relation to ‘The Mountain’ because I am not sure if anyone else has read them beyond the old Vella crowd. Thus might as well share them. It’s not really meant to be in any order anyways.
With all that said, welcome to The Mountain.
Let’s climb, then fall, and climb again together.
The Mountain episodes will be at least weekly with new ones on Monday. Future episodes will in fact be for premium subscribers and will also include older entries from the Kindle Vella series.
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